Sunday, September 26, 2010

My very favorite season


It felt so great outside tonight! This was the first day I've sat outside and didn't sweat! It was wonderful. I am so ready to see the leaves turning colors, the weather to become chilly enough for bonfires, camping, and piles of leaves in my yard. I love spring when the grass and flowers begin to grow, I love summer when the days are longer and I can swim with my family. I love winter, it means my Philippines trip is just around the corner and we celebrate Christ's birth, but I truly love Fall the best. There's something magical about the changing of the seasons. The brilliant colors that fall brings, is wonderous to see. I can't wait to pack up for the weekend and head to the campsite with the family for some MUCH NEEDED get away time. I see God in all of creation for sure, but when it's fall, I see His glory parading about in amazing colors. I can not wait to enjoy God's season of fall. Enjoy your Monday friends. Come often!

Monday, September 20, 2010

What I forget, is what God is reminding me of

I'm sure none of you ever focus on one bad thing and see none of the good things, but I have been so guilty of that today. We had an electric bill that was crazy high and it couldn't have fallen at a more terrible time. That was my focus today. It distracted me from a good day. I lamented to anyone who would hear. Why can't there ever just be enough green stuff to go around?? Ugh! Well, I read a blog as usual by one of my favorite blogger's and she quoted Spurgeon, whom I love incidentally. He said, "We can't be faithful and fretful." That's so true, we can not trust God and worry. That's like mixing oil and water, it just doesn't work. We either trust Him or we don't. When I forget that God's in control, He always has a way of reminding me. Kind of like when you knew the answer to a nagging question all along, but couldn't get it out of your brain, only when it stared you in the face did you remember you already knew it! So annoying by the way. Well, God reminded me much in the same way today, no not with money, that would be way to easy. HA! No, He showed me how blessed I am in other ways. Take my children for instance, I was fed up with Mommy, will yous today. It's Mommy will you all day long. Mommy will you get me something to drink, to eat, fix the computer, cut this for me, clean for me, etc., etc., etc.! Well, I'd had enough of that rounder of a 2 yr old, Mollie Jo and kept telling her to go to her room, and she finally climbed in my lap and said, Mommy I love you so much, your my friend. Boom, God said, you are blessed. Madeline wrapped her arms around me as I tucked her in and said, Momma, I like being at home with you, I love you. Boom, God says, you are blessed. My husband walks in the door and kisses me without a look at the dishes or Cheerios in the floor and says, I love you. I know, I am blessed. I sat down to begin working on my Philippines fund raising letter and watched the video from last year, I am blessed. God is taking care of us each day, we just fail to see those blessings sometimes, because we are looking for the blessings we want to choose. Sometimes, God's blessings are disguised in our children, our spouse, even I hate to say it, in our jobs. Yes, I have a job, the benefits are out of this world. I may not bring monetary gain to our household, but when I can keep my attitude in check, I add something to our home as well, security for our children, clean clothes for everyone, an education for my children, and so much more. Always, what I forget, is what God is reminding me of. I can not fret and be faithful at the same time. I must use my negative for positive. Thanks God for the daily reminder and for still working on me, to make me what I ought to be. Happy Monday folks and a blessed Tuesday. Come back often.

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Homeschooling so far

Several of you have asked me how homeschooling is going. I haven't had the time to blog in a while, so I thought, I'd kill two birds with one stone here. Homeschooling is going wonderful. I truly feel God made me for this. I LOVE LOVE LOVE IT! We have so much fun, most of the time. :-) I've almost adjusted to working around Kindergarten and a 2nd grader and a 2 year old who thinks she's in school as well. Lots of coloring, reading in between, copy work for Madeline, and clay time, but it all gets done. Several of you have asked me, "What's a typical day like for you doing school?" Well, I'll answer that as well! I wake up between 6-7, six on good days, six thirty or seven on not so good days. HA! I shower or straighten, depending on the day, then I get all the breakfast items needed out. Some mornings, when I'm trying to do more than one thing at a time (surely not, right?), I have Madeline fix hers and Ethan's cereal or waffle, whatever the case may be. Yes, she can fix her own and her brother's cereal or waffle. I am training both children to make their beds, help Mollie make hers, get dressed, brush hair and teeth, and fix their own breakfast. I believe in independent children who can do most things for themselves, and breakfast is no different. After breakfast, they have to clean up their mess and be at the table by eight to start school. I leave Mollie Jo asleep if she hasn't woken up because I believe in the adage, let sleeping babies lie!! So she sleeps most mornings till 9 or 10! Hallelujah! At 8, we start school with the pledge of allegiance, the calendar, days of the week song, and prayer. Then I have Madeline do handwriting and copy work to improve sentence structure or I give her a themed based craft to what we're learning or a worksheet/seasonal color sheet. Then I dive in with Ethan. First, he has bible/numbers/creation. It's all lumped into one for the rest of this week anyway. Then we move to alphabet recognition, flash cards, and correct annunciation of the letter sound. He walks around the house and looks for his number of the day and letters we're working on. He also does his cuisenaire rods. They are a bucket full of colorful rods of different sizes. He has to fit the rods into his letter on the page in his book and count how many he uses and what colors he uses and build his letter correctly, then he makes pictures that start with the letter of the day. This teaches letters, numbers, colors, following directions, and cognitive reasoning, plus hand eye coordination. I LOVE THOSE THINGS! We always color, cut, and glue, everyday. FYI: We've been through almost 6 glue sticks in less than three weeks. Anytime I get Ethan working on something, I flop over to Madeline. Her regimen has more writing and "work" than Ethan's obviously. After her "writing" skills are out of the way, I praise her for how well she's done, then gently show her how she can improve. We move on to her history, spelling, math (which she loves most, not my kid!), science, then music, and art. Anytime I have to flop back to Ethan, I assign Madeline to read aloud in her chapter books, do a worksheet, or get her doing math games (which again, she loves). I flop back and forth till Mollie wakes up, then I feed her and give her worksheets with the colors, letters, and numbers on it. We count as high as she can (up to 20 now!), sing the ABC's, and play and talk, then by that time, she's bored and moves on. After our "lessons" we move to book basket where we read for about twenty or thirty minutes, Madeline silently, me aloud to Ethan and Mollie Jo, then we're done. We take breaks in there for "potty", snacks, and to stretch, then we're typically done by lunch, sometimes earlier, sometimes later. Afterwards, we eat lunch, clean our rooms, and do various chores. Somedays we go to the Cafe for lunch. Most days we eat at home though. On Tuesdays or Thursdays we go to the library in Fulton and take back our books and swap out for new ones and go to the park right beside the library. They have a phenominal park there and the kids LOVE it!
Some of you have asked, if I'm about to go crazy yet. The answer is NO WAY!! I really do enjoy and love my job! I do have bad days and have had a bad day or two so far. There are days when Madeline just doesn't feel like writing and has attitude or Ethan doesn't want to pay attention or sit still (well the sit still part is most days actually, I'm used to that) and I want to pull all my hair and their hair out! I have had to get up, walk away, breathe, then come back, kiss their faces and start again. But, I still love it. We all have days like that, do we not? Every teacher has days where they have explained something 102 times and the kids stare at them like a deer in headlights and you want to scream, "OH COME ON, GET IT ALREADY!!!" But we press on, because we love them and love what we do, right?? Absolutely. I have had a blast setting up lesson plans and projects the night before till midnight, then gone to bed just to get up in six hours and replay it again. Will there be days I want to stay in bed and roll over and ignore the clock till like 8 or heaven forbid 9? Well don't we all?! Regardless, I press on and thank God each day that I can look my angelic babies in their faces and tell them without fear of getting in trouble or retribution about how much Jesus loves them and why, and all the glorious Bible stories and lessons I learned growing up. I feel like I'm getting the blessing in teaching them and seeing their ah-hah moments when Ethan finally gets the letter Q without me having to give him a hint or Madeline recites her Memory verse without help. It's like being there when they learn to finally take that first step or being there when they first roll over. It's a blessing not every mother gets to share, so I fully recognize the blessing I have everyday and thank my God for His rich abundance! Happy Wednesday/Thursday friends. Come often, I promise to try harder to blog more often. I'm still trying to adjust to my new schedule, so stick with me. In whatever you do, give the Author of all creation, Father God the glory!!